Tuesday, June 14, 2011
coming 2 years..
im pretty sure that this will be one of the longest post ive written, ever.... since its like almost 2 years!!!
i know no one's reading but its nice to have this as a memory though.
well, many things happened within these couple of yrs... not sure if ive written this before but ive completed my diploma in retail management @ SIRS, that was when i got promoted to the operations executive (title only la!!) at blush. slogged there for like 2 yrs n left due to certain political issues... argh hate it when it comes to office politics. sucks. went for a 10-day-holiday @ hongkong/macau/shenzhen and started my current job - longchamp.
work - is so far so good, just that what im drawing doesnt seem to meet my expectations YET. im sure i'll make it to the top. ;p im thinking of continuing a deg in retail management but the cost is wayyyy to high... sigh. why did i not listen to my folks and studied hard during sec sch..
love - i dumped my ex bf.. the guy in the picture at the sidebar. it doesnt matter, im just lazy to remove the pic. what a bastard he was (is)! stole my psp + goldchain + 2 hps. then got into a complicated rs with someone else. it had been kinda ironic how 2 people could meet each other 6yrs later n come one full circle. on and off theres some infatuation going on here n there..... in a nutshell its really complicated.
friends - doris just got married last month. qm & denis already applied for a flat @ woodlands. sebas & rain are getting married in nov 2011. irene & msia are planning to get married. alan ho got himself a gf (surprisingly) n his sister (market) just got married. derrick n raymond are still single after 10 yrs. buck up buddies! i think i wont be attending 21st birthday parties anymore.. it will be wedding dinners!!!
routine - what else other than mahjong/ktv/delicacies. but im trying so damn bloody hard now to lose weight. i really cant stand the sight of myself being like a round fuck. i love eating though!!!
my gum is swelling... for months.... credits to the wisdom tooth on the right side.. i should see a dentist soon.
dad is back again. the frequency is getting faster n faster. i seriously cant imagine the day he retires and be back for good. i hope the casino closes down (dream on)!!! mum is looking older day by day.. i hate myself.. why am i such a lousy daughter..... my sister is still the same, as tall as ever.
so many things to rant about but where to i start..
i miss my friend - LI WEI CAI. until now i still cant believe u are gone for almost 2 years. bro, i will always love u! i will never forget the times we spent tgt n all the help u have given me. i didnt do much for u but i really really wish the best for u in another world... <3
time check: 3.44am this insomnia is killing me.... i need sleeping pills........
i hate this feeling. why do i like living in denial.........???